SLaCkeR...

okay so I have been slacking...I do good and then watch out! I weighed in today and I am down to 184...but I have been SLACKING! So here I go again I have started my journal and I am in THIS. We were watching Shrek 3rd tonight and Artie the new king said..."If you want something or want to be someone they ONLY thing/person standing in your way is YOU" and it hit me...I want and have always wanted to be cute, small, under 150 lbs...AND I am NOT that person. I HAVE BEEN STANDING IN MY OWN FREAKIN WAY!!! So I am stepping to the side and going all the way...I would like to be in the 160s when my little sis has her baby next month...so that is my new goal:)

new plan....

okay here goes-I am starting a new plan first thing Monday morning...wait thats tomorrow! So I am doing the Biggest Loser 30 day jump start:) every day I do a walking exercise and then a circut routine. I am keeping record everyday and I hope to blog everyday too! I am a little excited:) So here I go...my beginning stats.

the BEFORE WEIGHT...the BEFORE PICS...

and finally the BEFORE STATS...

So I went and bought a size 10 pant on Friday and my goal is to be able to fit into them by the end of the 30 days...we will see! So here goes my jump start:)

haPpY New YeaR!!!

well this is off to a great start...1-1-11, today I have decided that I am definatly starting this whole NEW LIFE STYLE....there is NO diet here:)
For New Years we had the usual...lunch meats, meatballs, ribs, little weiners, seven layer dip, cheese dips, bean dips, clam dips...there were a lot of dips! THERE WAS A TON OF FOOD!!!
just to say last night I was so SICK...I was up all night and man was I misserable:(
So I am ready NOT to be misserable anymore!!!!
I am so ready for this and am excited for my goal rewards...
stay tuned to tomorrow for my new list of things that are coming:) HAPPY NEW YEAR...HAPPY NEW ME:)

suck...

okay so this last week has sucked~I have decided to watch myself until New Years and then have a BLAST even if that does include eating my brains out! Then first thing Monday morning...get back on the wagon. Then the kids will be back in school and I will have somewhat of a schedule:) But I do wan to touch on something tonight...
I was blog hopping and found a blog that she listed her obstacles and one of her main obstacles were her husband. I must be really LUCKY...because my husband is such a great motivator. I got some new pants for Chritsmas ( a size 12) everyone should try them-LEE Riders. (they suck you in) anyways my little 7 year old said "mom you look really cute" He is such a little designer:) and my husband said "hell she looks HOT!" He totally made my day...so I really do still want to loose weight...so Monday morning WATCH OUT!!!

can you say CRAP!

holy crap...yep that is what I feel like tonight. I weighed in on Monday and I was so good all last week, when I got on the scale-I weighed 185-thats right I have lost 10 pounds...10 freakin pounds! I was so excited...so what did I do-I started eating like shit!!! once again:( I have ate crap all this week and have gained 2 damn pounds! So maybe I won't be getting to my new goal. (in the 170's by Christmas) but I am bound and determined that I am going to be strict once again. So I will be checking in every week-it is easier for me to write in my food journal and then catch yall up once a week-my baby HATES the computer!!! So here I go again!!!!!
Talk to you soon:)

holy day!!!

So yesterday I started this right?

...YEP!!!

So I weighed myself...holy crap:(

then I weighed myself again last night...same weight! LOL:(

I got on the scale today-yes I get a little obsessed at first with the scale...and today I weigh 191.0 hahahaha:) that is a lot of WATER!!! and I ate like CRAP yesterday because it was a day from HELL with Marshal (my 3 year old)...he would NOT go to preschool-they were having the Halloween party-little fart!

day 1

So a year ago on November 20th my husband went on a "diet" he lost 50 pounds and has kept it off...I am so proud of him. However now I am totally the fat cow of the marriage, we took family pictures and it proves it! And I AM SICK of it!!!! So today I am starting my weight loss journey. I found a blog that has given me total inspiration:) http://thinformyboys.blogspot.com/ So I am taking before pictures, since we didn't do this for Mike. And I will be posting them and also my measurements! (yikes)