SLaCkeR...

okay so I have been slacking...I do good and then watch out! I weighed in today and I am down to 184...but I have been SLACKING! So here I go again I have started my journal and I am in THIS. We were watching Shrek 3rd tonight and Artie the new king said..."If you want something or want to be someone they ONLY thing/person standing in your way is YOU" and it hit me...I want and have always wanted to be cute, small, under 150 lbs...AND I am NOT that person. I HAVE BEEN STANDING IN MY OWN FREAKIN WAY!!! So I am stepping to the side and going all the way...I would like to be in the 160s when my little sis has her baby next month...so that is my new goal:)