suck...

okay so this last week has sucked~I have decided to watch myself until New Years and then have a BLAST even if that does include eating my brains out! Then first thing Monday morning...get back on the wagon. Then the kids will be back in school and I will have somewhat of a schedule:) But I do wan to touch on something tonight...
I was blog hopping and found a blog that she listed her obstacles and one of her main obstacles were her husband. I must be really LUCKY...because my husband is such a great motivator. I got some new pants for Chritsmas ( a size 12) everyone should try them-LEE Riders. (they suck you in) anyways my little 7 year old said "mom you look really cute" He is such a little designer:) and my husband said "hell she looks HOT!" He totally made my day...so I really do still want to loose weight...so Monday morning WATCH OUT!!!

can you say CRAP!

holy crap...yep that is what I feel like tonight. I weighed in on Monday and I was so good all last week, when I got on the scale-I weighed 185-thats right I have lost 10 pounds...10 freakin pounds! I was so excited...so what did I do-I started eating like shit!!! once again:( I have ate crap all this week and have gained 2 damn pounds! So maybe I won't be getting to my new goal. (in the 170's by Christmas) but I am bound and determined that I am going to be strict once again. So I will be checking in every week-it is easier for me to write in my food journal and then catch yall up once a week-my baby HATES the computer!!! So here I go again!!!!!
Talk to you soon:)

holy day!!!

So yesterday I started this right?

...YEP!!!

So I weighed myself...holy crap:(

then I weighed myself again last night...same weight! LOL:(

I got on the scale today-yes I get a little obsessed at first with the scale...and today I weigh 191.0 hahahaha:) that is a lot of WATER!!! and I ate like CRAP yesterday because it was a day from HELL with Marshal (my 3 year old)...he would NOT go to preschool-they were having the Halloween party-little fart!

day 1

So a year ago on November 20th my husband went on a "diet" he lost 50 pounds and has kept it off...I am so proud of him. However now I am totally the fat cow of the marriage, we took family pictures and it proves it! And I AM SICK of it!!!! So today I am starting my weight loss journey. I found a blog that has given me total inspiration:) http://thinformyboys.blogspot.com/ So I am taking before pictures, since we didn't do this for Mike. And I will be posting them and also my measurements! (yikes)